Pain

i have learnt , firsthand , that people who make you suffer the most , in the most painful manner, are the ones you love.
quite enlightning , i am now afraid of making friends, or letting smone get close to me .

and a totally unrelated observation

Only someone who has been driven barefoot into the mud and snow, who has had even his bread taken away from him and has proved every day with his fists his right to existence — only this kind of man is capable of showing one day that he really is the best.