perseverance

i have always believed , if you really want something , go for it and keep trying until u succeed. I have achieved some of my goals working in this manner but now , my belief is being tested to the extreme.
if i look at the situation logically , it seems not only futile , but downright stupid to try and achieve what i want, and yet somethng inside me says , dont give up , keep trying.

so i think i will keep trying.
if i do not succeed , i will know that my philosophy of trying is wrong. One way or other , i will gain something.

i read this about SAS (british special forces) soldiers, somewhere:
they could march past the barriers of exhaustion into that near death like state , where all existence is a miasma of pain and it is only the will that keeps you going.

i wonder if i could ever do it, could I ?

disappointed

turns out
my idol has feet of clay ,
i was the fool for assuming someone could be idolized and i paid for it

arz kiya hai

na tumko yaad raha , mai bhi bhool gaya ,
woh lamha haseen tha , magar fazool gaya

why

kiston kiston mein mar raha hoo mai

what to do ?

"I Love u " he tells her
" I don't" she says
" I will wait for u " he says ,
"it is of no use " she says.
He is sad , but determined , so he says
" I will wait for u , if it is meant to be, it will be , if not , at least i will know that i tried "

what should he do ?